Saturday, November 07, 2009

I'm still happy today.




Heaven have eyes, heaven knows what I've been through.
Heaven has sent an angel to protect and trust me.
Bestowing me with the hope i need, the perseverance to live on.

I don't have to be a suku anymore... (well at least for now)

Because a true suku has appeared in my life...

Viscious cycle or not? I don't know..
Because its this moment that I want to treasure and nothing else..


As for the future, your task is not to foresee it, but to enable it.

When it comes to the future, there are three kinds of people: those who let it happen, those who make it happen, and those who wonder what happened.


Past or future, it already has got nothing to do with me because..
I'm living now.

For tomorrow belongs to the people who prepare for it today.


I'm still happy today.


Thursday, November 05, 2009



My Family










there is nothing wrong with dad's hair that he needs 3 women to help him. lol.
let me tell you its the word 'love'. family love. heh~
no such thing called generation gap.
u just have to make extra effort to communicate no matter how hard it may seem at times.
although sis is kinda distanced from us now.....
i hope she comes back more often....
not that we're gona be distant....
but, ya. i don't know. haha


http://lifestyle.sg.msn.com/relationships/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3682435


and i didnt know this could go official too. check this out man, women.
i used to trust myself more than that.
but i can't help to admit,
maybe its right somehow.
Like i say..

“Choose your life's mate carefully. From this one decision will come 90 percent of all your happiness or misery.”
女人们记得,
一定要嫁一个爱你比爱他自己还要多的男人啊。 :)

and uh huh! 2 more papers to go......



i will study hard for youu too! *^_^*




Sunday, November 01, 2009



I love November!




3,5,10,17,25,26. important days.


sigh its 7.35am dy. even the birds have stopped kp-ing lor.


i think its because im hungry.




im always hungry.


this pic was taken days back.
the starving jolyn was uber sad because she couldn't open any of the jams bottle she had in her fridge. i couldn't stop giggling to myself that night and it only made things worst, made my hands weak. lol. its a sign of ageing. i used to be able to loosen any caps. yes ANY CAPS IM THAT ZAI hehe.


im abit unstable these days. but i think i should be fine la.
i have a nickname 'sunshine' therefore im sure i will always be back to my sunshine form after the rain.
i will heal somehow. and i think there's alot of people out there who are already healed or have people aiding them in the recover already. well done.
I have personally hurt a somebody who loves me alot. I wish my powers are in line with my determination to make things right.
thats me. i always go and heal people when im not even healed myself, delaying my own healing process.

Don't give up on me yet, you.

Saturday, October 31, 2009


Cover your blankie. Shut your windows tight.
Take more fruit juice.

THIS IS WHAT WE CALL SEX


VS Button-trim tankini top

PAID ^^

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Somewhere down the road..you felt a change in the weather and told me you had to journey on..a kiss in the wind and your love was gone..long gone..

that was some lyrics from my favourite then boyband, boyz II men. gettin a lil touchy cus the sky is gettin brighter and the birds are chirping louder and louder.

i think i look the same every morning.
what you think?


Tuesday, October 27, 2009

There is no medicine like hope, no incentive so great & no tonic so
powerful as expectation of something tomorrow.
Get well soon.



I'm too tired to leave anybody a smile now.



Monday, October 26, 2009

Sunday, October 25, 2009



if only.

Saturday, October 24, 2009



you are your biggest enemy.


Friday, October 23, 2009



This post is dedicated to myself.




credits to laptops built in cam.


Lovely~


st,jo,jac

milos are best friends during lectures

i should make one of these specs


Lovely~

Conjoined twins by the neck!

by the head! these ppl are actually very poor thing one know :(






alas, hope you have enjoyed the webcamwhores


Your HOTTER THAN FERRARI girl-next-door(self-proclaimed), signing off...
hahahhahahahhahhahahhahahahhahhahahhahahahhah
hahahhahahahhahhahahhahahahhahhahahhahahahhah

Thursday, October 22, 2009

林峰 - 爱不疚

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

SIM-RMIT AVANT GARDE BASH 2009










Faith, 是在你的不忠下,渐渐disappear。
这一切一切的污点,只有time能漂白。
My 现在的world 非常 colourful
In fact Im 庆幸,感谢,这一切的造化。
就让我 alone 守着我们的伤悲。
就 let us continue各自寻找自己 that piece of 快乐, colourful 天。
With nothing hindering you,
chase your dreams.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009



"You know it's love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you're not part of their happiness."



All the more we should smile. Life will not be bitter as long as you want it to be better! :)